The End

My parents wanted to invite her to my sister's baby shower. I knew I shouldn't call her but on the spur of the moment I called during her lunch hour to tell her of the invitation. I left a voicemail. I missed her call at around 4:30 pm, but returned it about 20 minutes later. She was on the other line (I could tell from the ring). She answered and didn't say anything for a few moments. I then started speaking and said hesitatingly why I called--about the baby shower invitation. I said I didn't know if I should have called. Then she said that she had been meaning to email me.

She said that she has been feeling a lot of freedom and that it wasn't fair to me to keep this going on until August 1st. So she said she wanted to end the relationship. I said ok, I would send her the cellphone and some of the pictures of her that I had. I think I said I would pray for her and that I wished her the best. And we both hung up. It was a brief conversation. But it is over. The conversation and the relationship. This is the way I remembered the conversation, the actual events might be different, but this is the way I remembered them.

I think we last saw each other in early May and we last spoke one month ago.

I have a lot of feelings but I can't express them here. She may read this and that is not right if there is no relationship to pass or send messages to her. I don't know when or if I will take the blog down.