She loves me not?

My parents decided that I shouldn't talk to her anymore. They gave
some ridiculous reason. It is interfering with my studies, they say.
I am really upset over this. So I agreed, I think this is temporary.
But it is cruel on their part. They never took into consideration, my
feeling. They never asked what I wanted. Ever. They don't care
about how I feel. All they want is what they think is right. I am
really numb. How can they do this to me, don't they know about how
people feel, how people hurt? It is my life, shouldn't they allow me
to be happy? After all, THEY introduced me to her. They knew it was
progressing, and they actually gave their approval. Now, it is my
fault. I went behind their backs and met her (GASP!!!). We went to
Madras together and they had a fit. So now, I should stop talking.
Like a machine, I can turn on and off, my emotions. I told them this
was God's will, and they said that was just my emotions. I really am
angry. I don't want to go to church. This is Christianity? This is
the Bible? Drag someone's name through the dirt? And then don't look
at your own faults but blame the poor and the innocent. Blame her?
No WONDER I didn't go to church for more than a year. No wonder
people get fed up with Christians. She will read this and be hurt,
but I am bitter. I am angry and upset. The sad thing is that I am
right. They have no clue what they are doing. There isn't even
someone else. Not even a person who they can say, oh she is better.
Can't they ask me? Who do you want to spend your life with? Who do
you like? What is it you want? NO....my feelings are immaterial. No
one cares one iota what I feel.