Abeyance

So they told me to put things with Piyali in abeyance. So I will. I
guess that means to suspend things. I will stop talking to her. And
visiting her. And emailing her. This comes a week after I failed my
exam. And now they take away someone who loves and supports me. I am
literally sick over this. But all they want is their way. And I am
letting them have their way. It is all about control. They have to
approve who I see, who I meet, who I talk to. I am thirty-three years
old. Don't laugh, cause I sure am not. They don't give me a car.
They are trying to control my life. I just can't believe it. It is
heart-wrenching. So I will do the only thing I can do. Talk to their
friends and let them know what is going on. But after telling them
the story, what do I ask them to do? They want me to end it and I
have. But what to tell their friends other than pray? I guess tell
them the truth and tell them that I have been wronged and if need be I
will have to move out of the house. I mean I won't be abused and
controlled. That is not love. And the Bible says, of faith hope and
love, "...the greatest of these is love." (I Corinthians 13).