Well this is my last post for a while, I will turn it over to her for a while, all these things have been my thoughts. Probably pretty boring, sometimes I just get too serious. Anyhow, I will let her take over, I have no idea if she will actually write anything or not, but lets see.

My exam is rapidly approaching, I am not quite ready. I really have to do a lot of hard work to pass. I feel I can pass though, but the truth will be known in the next week and how I handle myself. I have been praying, and working hard, but I think that if we submit things to God, He will take care of this exam. It doesn't change a lot, but I still have to study hard, but the difference is in my goals. Not selfish, egoistic goals, but to glorify God. To do things for his glory. I am not sure what that means, but my exam is a medical one, and I think that I can do things for His glory once I get through these exams. The other thing is that people will be watching, and I can share how I passed...I can testify that it was truly not on my own that I passed.

I will not be able to see her until the end of the month, so that will be about three weeks from now. That is scary, I just have three weeks! That pressure will help me get over missing her. Plust the fact that if I don't pass, things will be very very tough. Very tough. I usually thrive on pressure, so I will come back and read this and it will motivate me. :-)

I do thrive under pressure. Of course, pressure can be debilitating, but if the preparation is somewhat adequate, the human mind and body can do amazing things. God can supply some of the will power, and I think I can take it from there. The WILL to do something is what separates success from failure. Some people will not take NO for an answer. Failure is not an option. I talk a lot, but lets see if I can back up that talk....time will tell. And the two people, well one person, who is reading this (yup, that is me), will know soon enough....