Strong and sweet

I was really down. I was tired of the emotional free-falls. One day
we were fine, and the next, she wanted a break. Today I decided that
if she asked for it again, I would give it to her. She wanted it
really because that was my parents wish. But far inside, she loved me
and knew how difficult it would be. I guess, I hope that is how she
feels inside. But why take a break? Because it will prove if it was
meant to be. I am willing to do that. Right now I will do anything.
I can see that my fears of never having her back are false. We love
each other, and are destined to be together. And no matter how bad
things are one of us gives in, and softens up. It was miraculous
today, she got a letter from a friend that was presumptuous, and
hurtful. So she needed me. I was there for her, at least to listen to
her.

So no break, as of today. And the bitterness has been washed away by
her innocence and sweetness and her strength.