Take a break?

I just don't know what to do. My mom and dad are now happy. Because
I said I would give her up. They just don't care if I am miserable.
They think that I can get over it. Now they are reading the Bible and
praying together. Finally. But if they had done this before this
would have never happened. I just don't want to be a part of it.
How can they behave that way and now...they act as if nothing has
happened. They act as if they are all normal and nothing happened at
all. I just can't believe it.

I know that I am not leading the relationship in the right way. I am
not taking charge and being the leader that I am supposed to be. I
will improve, but I believe in action and not words. So let me show
her how I can be. I can be the man that God wants me to be. At the
same time, my parents don't want me to talk to her. They want me to
end things with her completely. One of the people we spoke to, for
counsel said that we should never put an end to it if we felt it was
surely the will of God. I think that they are right. I am just
waiting for some one else to come in the picture so that we can ask
them the same thing. What should we do? We don't need to take a
break, if so for what reason? So my parents can accept it? It just
doesn't make any sense. Well I told my parents that I would stop
talking to her under two conditions: they would tell the person who is
pending that I said no, and also that they would not look for any
other matches for me. They agreed. I will ask them if they have held
their part of the bargain.