yes, we are taking a break. this has been a difficult battle for me, i agree that my heart and decision-making capabilities thus far have been far from anything stable, and i don't blame him for being a little confused and frustrated, but this time, i truly feel God working as a result of our decision already. a lot of things are happening, and i feel that He is going to show us things and deal with us in ways that would never have been possible had this break not occured.

i know that i am in desparate need of healing. now i am forced to face God about all the issues at hand. it is not easy, but He is capable of dealing with even the most stubborn of hearts (mine) and the pain will be well worth the end result.

let the healing, and the emerging of truth begin.